Log 22 - Voice.

[shooting_blanc]

[The recording opens up to him softly humming Diamond Crevasse.  He cuts himself off at what would be the line "It's long, long goodbye" and lets out an audible sigh.]

Alle... I really could use the rest of that bottle of rum.

...I [he pauses]  ...I always knew in the back of my mind but...  To actually hear it.  I could ignore it before but...

[Another pause, then his voice returns, strained as if fighting back tears]

I guess it really is easier to just not believe...  but at least I...

[he chokes on his next words]

-Finally told her.

[The recording cuts out, ending with the sound of a key being hit exceptionally hard]

Comments

Private

[covert-chord.livejournal.com]

Just don't forget that I'm always here if you need someone to talk to. ...I don't intend on letting the situation happen. I have the knowledge now, and I'll---well, regardless. I'm focusing on the present.

Private

[shooting-blanc.livejournal.com]

Same goes to you, of course. Even if it does happen... be strong. No matter how grievous the loss- letting it consume you will just hurt those those around you even more.

Private

[covert-chord.livejournal.com]

I---...Mm. Two losses like that in such quick succession... It's sad, but this place has made me weaker in ways. I rely on the two of them more than I ever did. A year ago, I think I could live through the loss and eventually move on. But so many things have changed.

Private

[shooting-blanc.livejournal.com]

I'm sure you can find the strength you need to stand on your own. ...Think of it as doing it for them- if nothing else. It helps.