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shooting_blanc) wrote2008-11-07 01:00 am
shooting_blanc) wrote2008-11-07 01:00 am
Log 22 - Voice.
[The recording opens up to him softly humming Diamond Crevasse. He cuts himself off at what would be the line "It's long, long goodbye" and lets out an audible sigh.]
Alle... I really could use the rest of that bottle of rum.
...I [he pauses] ...I always knew in the back of my mind but... To actually hear it. I could ignore it before but...
[Another pause, then his voice returns, strained as if fighting back tears]
I guess it really is easier to just not believe... but at least I...
[he chokes on his next words]
-Finally told her.
[The recording cuts out, ending with the sound of a key being hit exceptionally hard]
Alle... I really could use the rest of that bottle of rum.
...I [he pauses] ...I always knew in the back of my mind but... To actually hear it. I could ignore it before but...
[Another pause, then his voice returns, strained as if fighting back tears]
I guess it really is easier to just not believe... but at least I...
[he chokes on his next words]
-Finally told her.
[The recording cuts out, ending with the sound of a key being hit exceptionally hard]
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I'm sure you can find the strength you need to stand on your own. ...Think of it as doing it for them- if nothing else. It helps.